It always happens this way. I know we are moving, and I prepare for it well. But every time I move, there is a point where it all hits me. It's not a bad feeling, just a realization that things are about to change even more than they already have. It happened to me Thursday night after the moving company came and loaded all of our stuff on a truck and hauled it away. Sometime around dinner time, when we were sitting on the air mattress in the middle of the floor in the living room eating store bought sushi without plates or utensils. It's a feeling of relief, anxiety, and excitement all at once. All of our stuff is gone and we don't have to worry about it for a while-relief. We are soon to be theoretically homeless and jobless-anxiety. We are about to take an amazing road trip across the country and be reunited with all of our friends and family from back home-excitement! While these feelings can be overwhelming at times, the changes that come with them are always worth it. I like moving and starting fresh. I like experiencing a sort of carefree life for a while where we don't have to worry about jobs, bills, or schedules. I like house hunting(as terrible as it can sometimes be) and that feeling you get when you've found the place you'll be spending the next year or so. I like road trips. I like my life right now. It's not a life fit for everyone, but at the moment, it suits me.
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Persie is sure gonna miss her spot on the back of the couch. She guarded it until the movers came. |
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Julian loved having towers of boxes everywhere. |
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Iggy in my pine cone wreath. "Please don't pack this, I love it too much. Just put it in my suitcase" |
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The pups being sad before the movers came. |
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Iggy loves cardboard. |
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So full of stuff. We've collected quite a bit in just a year. |
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Tim having a paper cup of cereal. |
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All clear! The animals were having little panic attacks. So confused. This is how we'll live for a few more days until we take off down the road. |
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Such a big empty white kitchen. No more of my favorite orange :( |
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Eating sushi off of a cardboard box. Classy. And it's store bought at that. The kitties get all shifty-eyed when they smell fishies in the house. |
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Berry medley off of a cardboard box. |
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And morning doughnuts from the Safeway up the block. Buying food when you crave it is great. |